So sorry. Crazy busy. Haven’t gotten the chance to post.
Currently juggling lots of lifeguarding hours, heavy classes/homework, a college visit and scholarship applications, six TV shows, a big final paper for English, friends, and a wonderful and lovely girl into my schedule. Plus whatever people want me to do on some random day because, y’know, I’m not busy or anything!
Being with Rose, though, has been really stabilizing. I always find that happens in a relationship. GAH don’t even have time to write more about this even though I want to but will write more soon I P-R-O-M-I-S-E…
Physics isn’t too hard this week! Neither are my muscles. I need to start working out more. However, I’m also lazy. Did run a mile today. That’s a start. Also did some pushups. That’s another start.
Found a whole bunch of swimming ribbons from my old team and strung about half of them (so far) on a big string. Will be cool when I’m done.
This post makes it seem like I’m really stressed. But I’m really not. I’m okay. Rose has helped a lot with that. Spending time with her gives me good time to relax and destress and think about my feelings and talk about them with someone who cares. I have that with Fred and Victor and other people, too, but with her it can be really one-on-one and personal and… it’s just awesome, okay, and it’s stabilizing my mental state of being in a really great way.
Also, having a girl in my arms is just wonderful and I’ll have to write poetry about that soon. Oh my God, this was so chaotic, but I promise to post more fully soon. Really. Promise. I’m just incredibly swamped right now.
As always, thanks for reading! Allons-y!